Why does stupid stuff upset me?  I know I love him and all but I just don't know anymore.  He says one thing but does he mean something else?  He hurts me more than I let show because I don't want to hurt him, so what do I do?  It's so confusing I don't want to lose him but I don't know if I can handel him anymore.  People say follow your heart, but what if your heart don't even know?  What do I do then?  What if we are right for each other but then i break it off, and neither one of us falls in love again?  What if we are not right for each other and we stay together and stay how we are? I just dont know what to do right now.